Wednesday, April 15, 2009
Gonggong,
I believe you're still mad at me. Sorry, I'm really sorry. I was in a terribly bad mood that day. That's why I have no idea of how to reply your message. I know that, whenever you urged me to go home, it's for my own good. I know. And I really treat you as part of my family. But then, I don't know why I'd always disobeyed you. Although I'd always promised you that I'll go home early, I never keep my promises. After I read those messages you sent me, I was very sad. I'm not blaming you though, 'cause I know it's my fault. Sorry, Gonggong.
Daddy,
I'm not as sad as before already, although I'll think of the past occasionally. But as you said, it's okay to think about the happy memories. I know what I'm suppose to do, and what I'm not suppose to. Exams are near, and I'll definitely study hard. Even though I can't promise you that I'll get good results, I can promise you that I'll try my best. Whatever you'd told me, I'll listen hard and remember forever.
Carine,
Thanks sweetheart, I will. You too, alright? And, don't brood over too much. I know they hurt you deeply. Yes, they hurt me deeply too. But remember what you'd told me?
Studies come first. I wanna see you getting good results. =D And lastly, sorry, I can't find your file. I looked all over the place, but still can't find it. I think I left it at Mac. Well, do another one? But this time, you have me to help you. (:
Issac korkor,
You're the most happy-go-lucky korkor in the family. Do you ever know that with you around, I'll always be happy even though I was actually sad? Okay, if you don't know, now you know already. If you have any troubles, go ahead and tell me, 'kay? Of course, if you're bored and wanna talk to someone, you have your meimei. Korkor ah korkor, you're so cute. :D
Kaiyan.