Wednesday, July 8, 2009
Selfish
Haha.. Been rolling in the bed for an hour or two, but just can't get to sleep. Oh no!!! Got things on @ 12, yet I am still not sleeping. Just hope that my body can take it. =X Hence I decided to blog about some stuff.
Firstly, thank you kaiyan for changing the skin of our blog. I love it a lot. Its more beautiful now and have a better outlook. The background is black, so the wordings in white seems more attractive and nicer le. Don't you think so? Daddy is so proud of you, Kaiyan!!!
Secondly, Carine, can put some chinese songs up?
Thirdly, Carine & Kaiyan, Daddy is so sorry that I neglected both of you. It seems that Daddy is always more with my brothers and friends. I hardly care. I am so sorry. Perhaps Sing Yee's stuff makes me focus on myself. I will care for both of you more. Daddy will come up with some time to accompany my 2 lovely & cute daughters ok? If got time, Daddy will plan more outings with ur Gong Gong, Kor Kor and daddy ok? I promise.. Daddy is sincerely sorry, please 4give Daddy.
Lastly, this part is meant for Sing Yee. Or to say, talk about her.. Although it may be lengthy, please pardon me. =) Sing Yee, let me be frank to you. I still do love you. I just went to your blog, saw a lot of things that you had written to your bf. From there, I can sense and see you really love Wen Bin very much. I finally admit that its time for me to give up 100%. Not even a 0.0001% should be left. My existance in your life creates a lot of problems for you. I am Sorry! I find myself very selfish all of a sudden. Because of my love for you, perhaps you are perturbed by it. Why can't I give you a chance to live your beautiful life? I had been thinking and thinking, finally I really conclude that I am selfish. If I do loves you, I should hope that you are happy and not create problems for you to worry. I am Sorry again! From your blog, I know that you had some quarrels with your bf because of me ba. I hope I am not a problem between you both anymore. Lets be a Hi Bye friend ba. Perhaps in this way, it would be better for both parties. Don't you agree? If you need help in your studies, you can still ask me for help. But I hope to make it clear, let it be just studies and nothing else.
Wen Bin : Sing Yee is really true and good to you. She is a nice girl, please don't give up on her in any way. Please treat her good like now. I wish both of you happy and stay true to each other 4ever. Please treat her the best as you could ba. =)
Sing Yee, Please bring your bf to this blog if can ba. I am Sorry once again for the troubles I bring to you and your bf. Please rest assure that I won't bring troubles to you and him anymore or to my very best. All the best to you and Wen Bin! =)
I will recover and carry on with life as usual. I always regard love as a very important ingredient to spice up life. Perhaps I should seriously change my thinking, life is not all about love. Brothers, Sisters, Daughters and Friends make up an important part of life as well. I am tired about love, perhaps I should take a rest. Haha.. As if I am an expert in love. Haha.. But seriously, I wanted to stay single for some time. The right girl will come, perhaps just that I need to wait for the time to come..
Kenny