Saturday, July 18, 2009
Now, I don't care what you're gonna do to me, or planning to do to me. I don't care whether you wanna break this friendship, don't wanna talk to me anymore, scold me or whatever. I just want you to know that I miss you. I really do. I know you wouldn't forgive me and wouldn't forget what I've actually did to you, but I still wanna apologise to you. I'm sorry. Although it's an excuse, I lied to you because you told me you wouldn't accept the fact if I begin a relationship with him. Thinking back to what I did, I really regretted. I really should've told you the truth.
If you're willing to forgive me, I can swear to the god that I will not lie to you again, ever. No matter what, I promised. If I lie to you again, you can really break this friendship.
All the extremely short messages I sent to you every night are from the very bottom of my heart. I will continuously send you messages every night.
KAIYAN